I know I don't know who you are behind all the art and your page. I do know that what could be a seemingly happy person, could be suffering from depression. Sometimes it isn't hidden, sometimes they tell you through the art and journals, because they just want to release that emotion, they simply can't hide it any more.
living is more than just trying to understand everything around you all the time, but it also isn't just,"going with the flow," it's a bit a both. Weather you believe in heaven or not, I want You to be joyful of your life. I wish I could help some of you...
I know you can't just make someone happy by saying,"you would feel so much better if you were happier," but if you have a caring soul and don't want others to feel your pain, then start being nice to everyone, even if your social skills are not the best (like me) find your own way of doing it. And if they end up being an inconsiderate idiot, THEN ITS THEIR LOSS NOT YOURS. Please, sometimes the best way to find joy is by finding it through others. Make the innocent eyes of a child squint from a big smile, give that extra tip to that charmingly nice waiter.
Your not WEAK when your CRY, you are WEAK when you cry AND do nothing about it. Please...I don't want anyone to suffer...
I know the world is a horrible place and humans have trashed it, but there are also many who are helping out the world too. If there was a button to destroy the world and I had access to it only me, I would not press it. It would end suffering, but it would be to easy, weather or not there is a god, I know we are here for a reason. I know that I will never understand why for as long as I live, but I wont sit in my couch and go,"Nah, I don't feel like doing any with my life, I'll just let it do its own thing." I will continue, there is always something going on, a tv show I want to see the ending of, a dream, I have, their is always something.
Find joy by bringing joy, that is all.